There is no such person as Xiao Zhou in the world anymore. It is so easy and complete that the world is not disturbed at all, just like when she was alive, she laughed at her running, and her obsession with being an actress never got any meager testimony.
Xiao Zhou didn’t know that many years later, I watched a movie called Peacock in the cinema. Although the heroine was older than she was, she kept telling people that she was leaving. I couldn’t hide my sadness when I watched the heroine walk alone in a dusty city. Xiao Zhou said categorically that I was leaving, and my horse would leave at the latest next month.
Chou didn’t know it was some years later when I met Zhou Xun in Xiamen. Only then did I know that my friends who came to Zhou Xun also called her Chou. That night in a hotel on the other side of Gulangyu Island, Zhou Xun and I went to Tong’s big room to drink and had a good time. Zhou Xun put on music, and we all hid in the corner and danced. In an instant, I thought of you, Hanyang Chou. You cut people’s hair, you fed pigeons, you hopped up the stairs, and you looked at the wall pictorial carefully and absently.
Poor relatives
Cousin rape is not a peony rooster cousin or a swan, just like the poor people in the world, most of their relatives are poor, even poorer than the poor. I am no exception. In this city, I always come to my hometown to find my relatives and distant relatives all year round, but it is no big deal to ask me for help. If I find a place to spend the night for a week’s meal, I will be beaten or I will be owed wages. Give me a call and ask what to do.
This time, it is much more difficult to meet things. My youngest cousin, who works in a suburban factory, woke up from her dormitory one morning and suddenly hated life. She wanted to die, went to a clinic outside the factory, bought sleeping pills and swallowed them, but didn’t die. After being saved, she didn’t say that she was killed by the factory, but she didn’t want to go home. In this city, many of her working sisters tossed and turned around in these dormitories, and at the same time, she regarded another thing as a hope for life.
I can’t care if she receives a message from her hometown. I searched for a week and finally found her in the attic of a dry cleaner. I almost forced her to take her away and live in my work. That’s not a room of 10 to 30 square meters, but living with her is enough.
Now I can finally understand what it is that she regards as a life-saving hope. It’s simple to say, but one of her sisters works in Ordos. This sister said that Ordos not only makes money and makes life easy, but it’s not boring. It’s different from sitting in a stagnant pool in front of machine tools all day. The good news is that this sister horse will come back to visit her home, and then she can take herself to Ordos with her. She has been waiting for this, which makes her hallucinate. She has repeatedly described the neon-lit casino in Ordos Hotel, but I know that it’s all her imagination.
I also know that on the balcony in her room, she has been crying, but she has never cried. When she comes, she will secretly look at the mirror for a long time, waiting for her to cry. This is the dream of life. I heard her say to her sister that I can’t even cry, but she didn’t know that when she was actually crying, I wrote in the living room, but I could vaguely hear her talking in her sleep. They were frightened. In the dream, they were her enemies. She angered them and finally enlarged her tears.
Just like waiting for Godot, she is waiting for the girl to come back from Ordos. While waiting, she is getting increasingly anxious and almost fidgeting. Gradually, she has changed from one to two. She never watches visual dramas. It is a lie. Instead, she is holding a bunch of magazines and reading them all night. When she talks with me, she sighs and tries to put them all on her lips. Eventually, she will successfully recite the magazine’s words. They talk about the conclusion. The sun is new every day. Because she knows compassion, she can do her best, but she is ashamed of my heart, and so on.
The other one, however, didn’t come before she became bitter and grumpy. She talked everywhere for a moment without eating her hand, but every time she spoke, she ended up quarreling and crying. I woke her up, and she shouldn’t complain about herself. She would tell me that she was waiting for her horse to go to Ordos, waiting for her to become a huge instrument, and all her sadness was caused by it, which made her easily fall into severe worry. The girl in Ordos had forgotten her promise and worried about something that had never happened, and finally brought these worries into a brand-new rage and listlessness.
However, the Ordos girl didn’t come back at last, and her waiting reached the limit. She was determined not to wait any longer. She wanted to go to her by herself. She wanted me to give her some money, but I told her that I wouldn’t give it to her unless she had to explain something to me. Every day, she would scream in her sleep. What happened in her previous working life and what she wanted to die for.
In fact, these questions have been repeatedly raised by me, but every time I say something, I am quickly put out by her. This time, I can’t hide from it. She has to say it in exchange for going to Erdos to travel. She thinks and thinks before she speaks.
The incident originated from a red pill in the factory where she worked, with many shocking and strict regulations. For example, if she was late, she had to work overtime for five hours. For a long time, lunch could be eaten behind the machine tool. Everyone was tortured to death. At this time, the supervisor gave them a red pill, saying that if she ate it, she would be full of energy. Almost everyone ate it, but after eating it, her spirit improved a lot. For a long time, this red pill was her life-saving straw and more people’s life-saving rice. Later, however, they slowly realized that it was actually an ordinary oral contraceptive, that is to say, there was nothing wrong with their bodies before taking the medicine, and they felt refreshed because of their heart hints.
My little cousin can’t stand it when others are glad that she is fine, because she suddenly realizes that she may be stupid, so she lives seriously and extremely seriously. Although she hasn’t read anything, she can roughly guess that since a red pill can fool herself, she must have been cheated by more things in many cases. She has been living in deception, so is it necessary to live?
I can’t help it. Others seem like trivial things, but I just can’t get through. I have to go to Ordos. Before she said it, I thought I was operating the machine tool, but then I stopped. I stared at the machine tool and found that my roots were gone. I was a rivet, a punch and a cooling pipe. I was always brainless. Then who am I?
I no longer gave her travelling expenses with a sigh at the bottom of my heart, and gave her two months to live in the world. Who can escape the yearning for the distance? What’s worse, when insulted and damaged, there is no distance to comfort us and deceive ourselves to get through many hardships. At this moment, this distance is in Kundera, Paris, and Li Yu, who is in the southern Tang Dynasty, has fallen to a thousand miles. On the way to send Jingniang, Zhao Kuangyin was sealed to me and written to my cousin, that is Ordos. Since she wants to go, she will definitely go sooner or later, although in the end she will know that Ordos is Another red pill, but now let her go into the distance first, and then let the distance test her imaginary sobriety. God knows how many magazine articles she has memorized.
The next morning, she took the train to Erdos, and my life will continue to write, stay in a daze and welcome poor relatives scattered all over the city.
The poor relative who came to see me was actually my distant relative. Although I should call him cousin, he was actually a few years older than me. I haven’t seen him several times in ten years, but an old man was praised for his filial piety and good name, but he has always been known to me. When he called me, although I felt strange about what happened to him, I rushed to pick him up and let him live in our work.
About half a year ago, when he was working in the factory, another workman was hit by a forklift in the factory. Immediately, both of them were broken and quickly admitted to the hospital. He was slightly injured. After staying in the hospital for two months, he was back on his feet. His workman was still paralyzed in the hospital bed today when he was not so lucky. This is a tragedy. Immediately after that, the factory was willing to compensate them for a little money. A cowardly good man accepted it, but his brother, wife and daughter refused to stop the long step-by-step visit.
They made a wooden board for a surprise visit, and then forced my cousin to continue to play the role of paralysis and lie on the wooden board. They carried him from the front of one compound to another. Because he was really paralyzed, he had to continue to receive treatment, and he suffered together. When he visited with them, he could not accept the factory compensation privately. Otherwise, he would betray them. As God knows, he was simply afraid of death. On the one hand, he was afraid that his workmates, brothers, wives and daughters would not spare him. On the other hand, he was afraid that one day he would be arrested. At that time, it would be
After pretending to be paralyzed for two months, his fear was greater than anything else. Finally, his workmates, brothers, wives and daughters moved into our work without telling me. Since then, he has kept on stressing to me that he must keep his doors closed. In the morning, he did one thing, that is, kneeling on the ground and kowtowing to the Ten Bodhisattvas in Xuli, and then waiting for calm, so that he could find a new job.
In addition to fear, panic, and kowtowing, he kept mumbling when he didn’t kowtow. The curtains were closed all day long. He hid behind the curtains and looked out to see if those who forced him to lie on the board had found him. He was convinced that he would be found by them if he didn’t find him today. What can I do? His eyes were full of fire and anxiety. What can I do? I comforted him and made him feel a little relieved. He also seemed to feel better when I said this. When I finished, he laughed in panic. I know you are comforting me.
As a matter of fact, this timid man doesn’t violate his own prohibitions almost every day. He goes to the hospital every day instead of going to other places to see the workman who is still paralyzed in bed. After all, he tells me that we are good brothers. Every time he goes there, he seems to have fought a battle for fear that his brother, wife and daughter will find out that he never goes into the ward and turn around. When he comes back, he tells me again and again about his brotherly kindness. When he was poorest, this brother lent him money, not for fear of being arrested. He really should cooperate with them to play the play, but he is afraid.
However, in my opinion, he actually overemphasized that he was ashamed of his eye life, afraid of claustrophobia and kowtowing repeatedly about his brother’s friendship. All this was overemphasized by him. He was actually addicted to them. Without it, he didn’t know how to spend his time without it. Now he has to do this to say that he can do nothing in this tense situation, just as he repeatedly talked about it and then went to the hospital to visit the sick to offend these people, so that he can still feel at ease with himself and repeatedly confirm that he is still a good old man.
Why does he go to the hospital like a ground worker every night? According to him, the danger is actually escalating step by step. He bought water and nutrition for his brother. He went into the ward to talk to the other party. The most dangerous time was really discovered by his wife and daughter. They kept chasing him and ran to the hospital. Fortunately, he managed to get rid of himself smoothly. He actually hoped that they would find him. He deliberately escalated the danger and hoped that they would find him earlier.
It is said that courage is not only a matter of beating tigers with Wu Song, but also a matter of pulling out weeping willows. It is probably a drink, a confused thought and a ceremony. This is both courage stimulation and courage wear, but it is gradually erased in the wear and tear of courage, which is suddenly sacred. Finally, it is finally regarded as a common thing, cowardly and good people, and it is possible to be equal to it.
His efforts paid off this morning when I went to work. I saw a shocking scene. Seven men, seven women and seven men were kneeling at my door. I had never met them before, but in fact I had already recognized them. They put my cousin on a board and carried him around. But this time, they forced me to change the plea. I heard my cousin sigh in the house and finally came to see me. I’ll see if they rubbed their hands and asked over and over again what to do. I asked them for more than a dozen times. He almost cried and said to everyone that it was a disaster, but I would go with you.
I’d better tell you the truth. His words are mixed with crying sounds. First of all, it’s because he’s afraid of being arrested and worried that he can’t be outside the curtains anymore. They will all really come back to his life, but there are also subtle excitement hidden in this crying sound. I’ve been waiting for you to get a knot first, no matter how good or bad it is. Why are you looking for it now?
I didn’t send him away, not because the north wind called out and it snowed heavily, but because my cousin called. Yes, I was far away in Erdos. Besides, I was almost sure that when my cousin left with everyone, they actually had some kind of weird intimacy. It snowed too hard. They haven’t gone far yet, and they are still hiding in the first floor corridor. I can still hear my cousin talking in the corridor. My cousin is blaming the other side for being too hard and too cold. He can’t stand lying down.
Let’s talk about my cousin first. I knew for a long time that Erdos couldn’t pull my little cousin out of the boring and trivial fire and water, but I still didn’t expect her dream to be shattered so quickly. To make a long story short, the girl who was counted on by her as a lifesaver didn’t engage in any glamorous work. She was just arrested by the police when she arrived in Erdos, and then she ran around Erdos alone and didn’t find any decent job. Just now, her money was stolen, even though she had decided to come back from Erdos, but I didn’t send her money, she even had a return ticket.
In the words, my little cousin’s words were short and confused, and finally she cried loudly, but I didn’t stop her from crying. It’s not a long way to go to Erdos in Wan Li, but it’s not a bad thing. At this time, the sun has a new meaning every day, because they know the meaning of compassion, they can’t drive her away. She fantasized about hotels, neon lights and casinos. When she recited those articles and humiliated them one by one, she only cried, which might bring a little but she was really awake. Even after waking up, she had to look for another one who had never set foot in Erd
Fortunately, after crying, my little cousin sent me a text message. In the text message, I sent her the address of the money. It was a restaurant that she had just found as a dishwasher. At the back of the address, she also wrote a paragraph, which was not from which magazine, but what she had written. She asked me to say that they were actually much better than those words she had recited from magazines. Was it unfortunate that my experience was that I didn’t want to comfort myself? Whether I went here or there, I finally became a piece of evidence. It was true that I was cheated, and I had a good life.
While the heated discussion is still going on in the corridor of my building, people around my cousin finally believe that it is necessary to change a board and watch the heavy snow outside the window. It suddenly occurred to me that at this moment, in the scenery that is common in our company, the creator actually arranged to present three kinds of fate that no one can escape. One is that I hid behind the curtain and didn’t come quietly or leave the house. The other is that my little cousin shouted and ran to the distance and was driven back by the distance. The other is that it doesn’t matter whether my cousin is in a cage or not. The cage is more comfortable and exquisite.
Just as I was thinking, the snow was getting smaller and smaller, and my cousin followed his companions slowly, crossed a small river and bypassed an abandoned railway. They stopped and left according to the arrangement. Many days later, my cousin lay back on that plank, and it was still too cold. In fact, he didn’t lie or sit or look like a down-and-out gangster or a poor living sacrifice. They could also move on. A group of people walked slowly in the snow, and the more they walked forward, the more they looked like a desolate funeral procession.
Ghost story
4 June, 2024
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